| i wish i could fix everyone's problems and make everyone happy.
but i know i cant
and i know i cant change anything that doesn't seem right to me.
all i can do is pray and hope.
i worry too much.
hes right. i put too much onto myself.
i am a happy person. i just let everyone else get to me i guess.
...yay spring break!
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| do i have cancer ?
please, God, no.
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| being too nice has always been my weakness. i have this mentality that to get what you want, you must take initiative. well, i have. too many times. and i wish i didnt have to. but i feel like if i dont do anything, it will be my fault for letting things go. i just wish other people tried other than just myself. cant always get what you want though, right?
i always blame myself. #2 weakness.
im still growing. i still dont know what i really want right now. i just think i know. nothing in my mind is definite or set in stone right now. im at a weird place.
oddly, at school i know exactly what im doing. no distractions, just busy with school. i go out once in a while when i feel like i deserve it. my schedule is packed and i do the same thing every week. it was so much easier on my head.
i dont want to say i wish i was back in philly.
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| its never worth losing the friendship.
oh, what id do to relive those times with you.
i hate the fact i see u all the time.
i hate the fact that u intimidate me.
i hate the fact that u sometimes are cool w me and other times u dont even acknowlege me.
it hurts. you hurt me. and you dont even know this.
what do i do with you?
in situations like this, i usually am a runner. and now i cant even do that to attempt to forget you.
i miss us. i miss how close we were. now we cant even talk like we used to. i know you try, but i wish you tried harder.
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| i always get persecuted speaking my mind. its not fair.
why cant people accept what i have to say and just take it open-minded without fighting against my words? i have my reasons. just stop trying to fight me.
im not shutting up anytime soon.
and im not sorry for anything i've said.
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